Week 6. Steadiness. How to remain steady when things get stormy again.
At about noon yesterday, as in much of the UK, a storm rolled in. Living right by the sea, storms never pass unnoticed, they are an event. There is a sense of "battening down the hatches" to make sure we get through the impending winds. In our well built cul-de-sac, it usually only means checking the recycling bins are secured. I checked the high-tide time to see when the highest waves will roll in. All that can then be done is to wait for its arrival, knowing that it will pass. The timing was perfect as my own emotional storm was simultaneously brewing. The knot in my stomach that I had for a few days had progressed to a simmering volcano. Waiting for the latest update about our social distancing rules was already involving a lot of mental and emotional energy. I am very concerned about relaxing our lockdown rules too early... It reminded me of the early weeks of this whole pandemic trying to work out what on earth was going on and what to do. Watching the ten mi